May, 9, 2011
Today, I really have been nervous all day long, what with my brother becoming a new roommate with Cameron and I. So being a little nervous grumpy and all bitchy. I am sorry to Cameron for taking it out on him. Boy I have been doing that a lot lately. I have to make it up to him.
So many new things have been happening and are about to happen as well. A temple endowment then a sealing and then before all that this Sunday I have to have my Recommend interview and then the following Wednesday a recommend interview with the stake President. I am nervous, I know being worthy is very important and I want to be worthy and I feel that I am. Cameron and I both work very hard all the time to be a great family here at home and far away.
I hope the lord sees this and I hope my mother is proud of us all. We all try to do what is best for us as a family, try what a hard thing to do. I really wish I knew what to expect with the bishop and with the stake president because they both want to talk family and that is so hard for me. I know I can do this, i know I am ready, I know I can be a better sister. I hope it can happen soon, or at least I hope that David and my husband think so. I feel so much like a failure as a sister.
I love you mom and I know I am doing my best.
always, Angel
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