Angel's Thoughts: My time Waisted
So I move to Seattle from Utah whi...: My time Waisted So I move to Seattle from Utah which was very hard to leave family and friends. I did It all to be healthy asthma wise...
Wednesday, August 14, 2013
My time Waisted
So I move to Seattle from Utah which was very hard to leave family and friends. I did It all to be healthy asthma wise and help my brother understand life goes goes care about yourself and to be a family again. Well that worked not. My brother is drunk and mean at times but now with him sober he is an utter ass. I hate him, he said when we were kids he couldn't stand me well i should have told the Truth lived with grandma and gone to collage and be a dance with a masters in English and accounting and dance or even be a teacher for a high school. none of that happened because mt parents were selfish and thought if i kept my mouth shut dad wouldn't hurt them i was wrong because he did anyway. My first marriage a disaster of the 20's and my 2nd marriage is very good but very hard worth it don't get me wrong i love Cameron but he doesn't stand up for me so i live every nightmare again alone just like before. god if your watching or reading rather what the hell did i do that was so bad that i have to live like this again. God i am afraid of my own shadow. i hate myself cause i cant work and the ssdi is taking a dick year to happen what the hell really god do i have to beg for something good to happen.
End of Rant #1
More to come when i can see the dam keyboard.
Thursday, April 18, 2013
Angel's Thoughts: So this is April 2013
Angel's Thoughts: So this is April 2013: 4/18/13 So this April huh i really hoped things would slow down this month, they didn't. Life is funny we think okay I'm cool the...
So this is April 2013
4/18/13
So this April huh i really hoped things would slow down this month, they didn't. Life is funny we think okay I'm cool then the ego checks in and we say i got this. Then we get that reminder "watch your P's and Q's" . Funny i heard that my whole life.
April is a funny month cold and warm and flowers bloom and sneezes start. we expect April Showers for Mays flowers and then we know ourselves we have passed the month and now we ourselves grow like a rose frozen from the storms.
This is just the start I think adults learn more in this state than any other, we learn as children but are limited and now as adults we understand a lot more and to move on we learn bigger, better and faster; at least we better
Enjoy the rest of your April.
Angel's Thoughts
Angel_WhatIThink@Blogspot.coom
So this April huh i really hoped things would slow down this month, they didn't. Life is funny we think okay I'm cool then the ego checks in and we say i got this. Then we get that reminder "watch your P's and Q's" . Funny i heard that my whole life.
April is a funny month cold and warm and flowers bloom and sneezes start. we expect April Showers for Mays flowers and then we know ourselves we have passed the month and now we ourselves grow like a rose frozen from the storms.
This is just the start I think adults learn more in this state than any other, we learn as children but are limited and now as adults we understand a lot more and to move on we learn bigger, better and faster; at least we better
Enjoy the rest of your April.
Angel's Thoughts
Angel_WhatIThink@Blogspot.coom
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